She blinds her self from the world around her.She wishes that someone will hear her unspoken cries. Why unspoken you might ask.Its not like she wants them to be but if no one hears them then did she really even make a noise.It doesn't matter she's over it.Shes over being bullied. She's over all her friends hearing her problems then just look at her with pity and walk away to their little happy world.She has a happy world,her family doesn't care for her unique world. They try so hard to push her away from it . Even though it's one of the only things that make her happy . Most of the time they don't care for anything that she likes.She's tired.then for almost 12 years she just watch the world go by her. From being the scary kid to being invisible to being hated all in 12 years.Yet she still tries to keep that smile so the ones that cause the pain feel better shes tired. im okay she says when they ask whats wrong just a little tired. When the're not around she slowly lets all her pain fall from her eyes and for just a few minutes she feels like shes okay.Then she remembers her life.her new start in making new friends was just a waste of everyone's time.Shes tired. will she end it is probably what your thinking . Why is she still here why won't she just kill herself  others might thing. and more than half of you may pity this girl, but she hasn't ended it yet . Though most of the time she thinks about it ,shes just to much of a courage to do it. That is why she blinds her self. that is why she covers her ears. and that is why her pain is unspoken.she's not tired shes broken